I have a special feeling about the rainy season.
Nine years ago, I looked for a house to live in, as the umbrella was unable to keep out the rainstorm.
On a rainstorm day, I wore a pair of big slippers to work. I was like a tough girl, when I walked, the slippers sounded "slap,slap". Whenever such weather appeared, there were always warnings on the news, the school suspended classes and the company suspended work, and so on. I was hoping for a violent typhoon at that time so that I could stay at home and not have to go to work on stormy weather.
The rain curtain, the separate bus station, the moist eyes, the blurred vision, the broken heart, who turned around was stranger, and to see little of each other though living nearby.
Sometimes the rain let me anxious, sometimes made me sad, in that year. The whole world seemed to be drenched by the rain god's call, all through the summer.
This year, the late rainy season was not absent, but it was exceptionally fierce. It was a full month from the start. I suddenly found that I was already not care the rainy season.
I do not know from which year, which day, typhoon or storm, whether it comes or does not come, my heart has no waves. That one of the rainy season special feelings, but also only when I looked back on the road in the past, I will remember.
There's nothing to be forgotten about. The present is more important than the past, and the future is more important than the present!
雨季
我对雨季有着独特的情愫。
九年前,那场雨伞都遮不住的暴雨中,我四处寻找一个可以容身的出租屋。
台风暴雨天,我穿着一双比较大的拖鞋去上班。走起路来“啪嗒,啪嗒”作响,俨然一个女汉子形象。每当这种天气出现,新闻上总会推送各种预警,学校停课、公司停工等等。那时我特别希望能来一场猛烈的台风,这样我就可以待在家里,不必冒着风雨去上班。
雨幕下,离别的公交站台,湿润的双眼、迷糊了视线、心碎,转身即是路人天涯。
那年的雨季时而让我彷徨,时而让我伤怀。整个世界仿佛都受雨神的召唤,湿透了整个盛夏。
今年,迟到的雨季,没有缺席,却是格外地猛烈,一开始就是整整一个月。而我猛然发现,雨季早已不被我挂怀。
不知道从哪一年、哪一天开始,台风也好,暴雨也罢,它来或者不来,我的内心已无波澜。那一丝雨季独有的情愫,也只有回望来时路时,才让我想起。
没有什么不可释怀。过去<现在<未来!