如果你问我:“我该怎样积蓄能量?”那么,你已经塑造了一个理念模式,并按照该模式来指导生活,从而开启了新的冲突。但,如果你在能量损耗的当下觉察自己,就会发现,引发能量损耗的主要力量是心理冲突,也就是说,心头问题萦绕,却从未化解,活在僵死的过往记忆里,活在传统里。
你必须弄明白能量耗散的本质,而要明白能量耗散,并不必遵循商羯罗、佛陀或其他圣贤的教诲,而是在日常生活中实地觉察冲突。所以,最大的能量损耗就是冲突,但这并不说你应当闲坐懒卧。只要你看重理念,且高于事实,就必然产生冲突。
——克里希那穆提《生命书:365观心日课》(The Book of Life: Daily Meditations with Krishnamurti)
The Pattern of an Idea
If you say, “How am I to save energy?” then you have created a pattern of an idea—how to save it—and then conduct your life according to that pattern; therefore, there begins again a contradiction. Whereas if you perceive for yourself where your energies are being wasted, you will see that the principal force causing the waste is conflict—which is having a problem and never resolving it, living with a deadly memory of something gone, living in tradition.
One has to understand the nature of the dissipation of energy, and the understanding of the dissipation of energy is not according to Shankara, Buddha, or some saint, but the actual observation of one’s daily conflict in life. So the principal waste of energy is conflict—which doesn’t mean that you sit back and be lazy. Conflict will always exist as long as the idea is more important than the fact.
JUNE 3