It's impossible to gain without its fair share of efforts. In the process of achieving your goal, you gonna feel kind of sense of satisfaction, which can be regarded as advanced enjoyment of success and kind of compensation.
We should not simply label it as right or wrong, but explore it in depth. Should I be more tolerate or not, you know, people who easily forgive others tend to get hurt. Just like what a friend told me, protect yourself at the first place and some people are not worthy of kind treatment. I have no ideas, and these problems are too hard for me. I don't like upsetting others or giving them frustrations, however, sometimes they seemingly are good at it.
I don't like considering relationships either. Even I try my best to convey my kindness they still ignore it. Why do they make things so complicated?
More efforts should be made in the future, since we cannot control others' thoughts, we should master what we can control. Find more happiness for myself.
By the way, I bought the access of the VPN by Apple Pay, but it didn't cost my money in my account, which makes me a little worried.
Post a picture about daily work.
I suddenly recalled a bad thing happened today that a classmate ignored my message. I'm unhappy, but relationships are that things that you can drop as long as you want, we always have kinds of connections. But what I can't tolerate most is people's looking down on me. If he doesn't talk to me exactly because of this, maybe I will never forgive him.
Be with those make me happy.
I became more and more lonely if it is because I became more and more strong?
