John is a college student. He's a friend of mine.
John talks to himself, as he always do.
He is bit of unconfident, confused and amazed by this world.
From that moment, he started a talking and writing habit to figure out his own thoughts.
:“Embrace myself and reality is the best arrangement in comparsion to running away.”
“With literally no intimate relationship and socialization, you just failed this higher education. ”
：“What is it I want? What is the possible way to do it?”
“Aren’t you clear about yourself? You crave for social interaction and you escape from it. You crave for love.”
“Is it fear or laziness?”
：“Every part takes a number.”
“What do you want？”
:“I love socialization, and become a center, a leader figure；I don’t know how to achieve that. When I’m in good mental state, I would like to interacte. But most of the time I just feel tired to get involved in these groups。
You may call me weird or different. And I don’t like a minute being called weird and different.”
“Then go for it. You like interaction, find such chances for you practice and improve. And learn vigorously about how to socialize efficiently.”
:“You might be right.”
