Tomorrow is a big day for me. I will act as a facilitator to lead a crossfuntion workshop. My partner is named Ryan，a really tall guy from US. We have done several rounds  of communication since last month. That makes me suffered. Eventually, we are here now. Why it will be a big day？That's because I will present in English all through the workshop. Challenging but exciting.

Remember when I was a new comer here. I was so worried about my oral English. The company which I previously serviced is a German company. Germany people is not native English speakers as same as Chinese people. It's relatively easy to get their points and let them know what I mean. When I firstly attended a meeting as an observer,I was shocked by the quick talking way of these Americans. I was really worried about what I was going to encounter. Big pressure makes me uncomfortable.

I decided to change immediately,that was the only thing I could do. Forget the shy thing.Be brave and dare to speak out. Don't mind what orther people will think about you. Remember what you want to deliver. I know that I have tried my best.I know I am trying to be better.

Don't get his ideas.Don't mind. Repeat, ask and confirm. Practice, practice and practice!  I was previously a super fan of Korea-operas, let them beside, I started to watch American operas,U.K. films. They are not my favorite but still interesting entertainment to enjoy . Pay attention about the subtitles. Learn their touns and pronunciations. Have a try to listen directly. Guess what they're talking about. That's really helpful.

In addion, U.K. Radio is my great partner. The first thing I wake up everyday is to click the button of this radio partner.

Being in metro going to work is a good opportunity to learn English words. Till now, I have gone through around three thound words of IEIS. Though I couldn't remember every word and the meanings, it brought more things than leaning words itself. To insist one task and keep it going have a big power and impacts my whole life. I started to do running. I started writing and reading. Most importantly, I stopped to think. Think about my job, my parents, my friends. To find the meaning of being alive. To focus on current activity. To persue what I really want. To be patient and peaceful.

Have a cross fingers for my coming big day. I will try my best. To complete the workshops will be the biggest success. Fighting!