I'm preparing for CET-6 on next Saturday. To be honest, I have no assurance for passing this test. No reviewing the words, no reciting any articles. I just listen to VOA every morning from 6:30 to 7:30. I don't know whether it is helpful for my listening sorce in  CET-6, while I'm just willling to do this work. Yeah, Just do it. They're always citing this sentence to encourage other people or polishing their articles, conversations and so on.However, what truely matter is that the person who wants this article or video could help him or her to be more encourageous and more optimistic for their present work, present project, present ideas and daily life should really want to make a change.

I'm sophomore now in JNU. During the last three months (from September to November) , I want to change myself. Why? For what? It just an accidence, and I get feelings from my first year in this college. I change a lot, especially my horizons. I met with many good friends who make me realize how excellent a person could be and how long the distence between others and me. I need to change, I need to get more useful knowledge, I need to deeply figure out who I am, what kind of person I could be, I should be, I want to be.

I know my weakness. Cautious, arrogant, easy to give up, and so on. Nothing could be terrible than those weakness, which cause my situation today. A young person who has a great dream lies on the bed and watch video frequently on those video website. I have no enough encourage to challenge those difficult subjects in school and try to get a girlfriend who could study with me.(I couldn't find that kind of girl, beautiful and bookish.) Sometimes I was worried about whether I get  some psychological problems. Sometimes I feel lonely, especially when I stay in the library with no one arround me. Maybe this is just the adolescence, a special time with curiosity to the world and relationship in our society. Whatever, I think I could get accustomed to my feelings.Young worriers are always alone on their paths, right? I know sometimes it's not , as a matter of fact. But I truely couldn't find a person like me. Of course my flatmates are good people, they also learn their lesson hard and they are easy to go with. But just in some ways, our sense of worth are not similarily, that' all.