At first , I absolutely love my job because I can study a large number of stuff and own salary in every month . It looks like pretty good . But before a few month , I felt a little boring and because out of lunch began take some mistakes . Just like behind time or lose money . I became can't calm down and always felt anxiety . Mrs.Wan criticized me for behind time tomorrow . It is first time .

So I decided take a one day hoilday . I hope it can change me possess a new state . So I choice yesterday , but followed I slept a whole day because I was so tired in these days . I still felt myself is not good . These days even so tired , I obtain a large number of accept . This things bring me some comfort . Especially a boss even said want let his son come here to go to my school because of mine . Except this , I already become disillusioned with my job . I didn't know I can obtain something , this feel is really hard .

I know I got in the bottleneck period , so I need something keep me fighting . Just today I finished my homework , this homework tell me some ways help me change my state . First , how to build my self-confidence ?  I remembered Teacher.Wen taught us write the best three things you did in the day . The best things are let yourslef progress or you offer value for others and so on . From month to month , you can clearly know yourself's progress every day .  Second , I always said didn't knew I want to be person , but when I read that book , I decided write what person I want to be . The book said this way can help kids undersand they want to be what person . I want myself keep children's simplicity and possess a empathy . I wish I should not be influenced by others and have self-government power . That is I want to be .

Since I come to LILV , I never work out , so my weight straight climb . At last I found a way to work out , the way is climb stairs  . And it is works , now I can control my weight . When the summer is coming , I plan to run , hope the weight can decline .