愿我们历尽沧桑后,归来仍是少年
文/刘江湖
离开的这些日子里,很多人都很默契地再也没有联络彼此。也许忙东忙西,也许压根就再也没有想起。时间轰然碾压而过,尘土喧嚣,而后一切归于平静。谁也不去想为什么会这样,有没有结果都已经不重要。我们过着各自的生活,不再相互打搅,没有什么不妥,我们第一次这么的默契。用一句话来说,彼此过着无关的生活。
人永远不知道,谁哪次不经意地跟你说了再见之后,就真的不会再见了。可能连当初的我们也没有想到,曾以为友谊的天长地久敌不过时空的转换。才转身离开,已经是另一个故事的开始。没有谁对谁错,故事的发展也许是这样,可能我刚来,而你已经决定要走。
青春不过是一场自导自演的文艺片,观众不多,其实就你一个。我们的故事并没有小说里写的那么精彩,那些不过是幻想出来,文笔修饰过的美好时光。而我们的时光简简单单,不痛不痒,可能就是这样,那些年里,我刚好遇见你,你刚好遇见我,我们在人生的旅途中一起走了一段时间,到了分岔路口,花开两朵,天各一方。
一开始青涩懵懂的我们,总以为毕业还很遥远,总以为时间还长,可是,真的毕业了,转眼身边的人都已各奔东西,才发现,原来一转身,便已是一段青春。毕业季,承载着太多的不舍,太多的留恋。愿我们在彼此看不见的时光里,都能成为更好的自己。
毕业之后,我为我们的下一次相遇设想了一万种方式,给自己准备了一万种开场白,猜想你一万种反应。却没想到,远远看见你,我的第一反应却是躲到路边,看着你从身旁走过,终究没说一个字。也许曾经无话不说的我们到如今已经无话可说了吧。
过去的一切只能活在回忆里,安静的夜里一遍一遍重演可是怎么也没了当时的悸动。我们怀旧,恋旧,不过是想念那种感觉。多年以后,当我们再想起那些不算完美的时光,依然心头颤动。
我们都明白离开是一件注定的事。大张旗鼓的离开其实都是试探,真正的离开是没有告别的,从来扯着嗓门喊着要走的人,都是最后自己把摔了一地的玻璃碎片,闷头弯腰一片一片拾了起来。而真正想离开的人,只是挑了一个风和日丽的下午,裹了件最常穿的大衣,出了门,然后就再也没有回来过。
篮球,球场,跑道,书桌,黑板,横幅,相互嫌弃的老同学,还有永远做不完的作业,这些专属符号,成了那些年的记忆。每天赖在床上不想起的是我们,上课期待下课上学期待放假的是我们,偶尔也会寂寞唏嘘感伤的是我们。
还好你也有人陪,有了自己新的生活,遇见新的风景,住在新的城市里坐着地铁公交穿过人山人海,抬头便是晴天,眼里透出的光,似星星一般。那么,把那段日子当作划过天际最明亮的流星,虽然只有短短一瞬,也可以让你许个愿。
往后的日子里,我们会遇到很多让我们猝不及防的事,会遇到无法解决的困难,会遇到让我们失控的人,那时候也许只有你一个人,也许你会感到痛苦,甚至绝望。而所有的这些在以后的日子里一一出现。
告诉自己已经不是小孩子了,要学着勇敢一点,生病了去看病,天冷了就添件衣服,跌倒了就爬起来。自己选择的路,跪着也要走完,不是吗?也许一路披荆斩棘,也许一路跌跌撞撞,也要大声高喊,生活就像海洋,只有意志坚强的人才能到达彼岸。
但愿我们历尽沧桑后,归来仍是少年!
英文版:
May we go through the vicissitudes of life, return is still young
Leave these days, many people are very understanding and never contact each other. Perhaps busy, perhaps simply never remembered. Time came rolling over, dust and noise, and then everything was quiet. No one to think about why this is so, there is no result has been not important we have a life of their own, no longer disturb each other, not what is wrong, the first time we have such understanding. In a word, each have a independent life.
People never know who inadvertently say goodbye, really not goodbye. Even when we did not think that thought the friendship match the space-time conversion. Enduring as the universe has turned to leave, is the beginning of another story. There is no right or wrong, the development of the story may be so, maybe I just came, and you have decided to go.
Youth is but an art film directed by the audience, not much, in fact you have a story. We did not write in the novel so wonderful, that is just a fantasy, a good time is modified. But our time is simple, it's like, neither painful nor itching, in those years, I just met you, you just met me, we go together for a long time in the journey of life, to the junction, two flowers, far apart from each other.
A sentimental ignorant of us, always thought that graduation is still far away, always think time is long, but it soon graduated, everyone has discovered that the original Gebendongxi, turned around, it is a period of youth. The graduation season, carrying too much, love too much may we never see each other in time, can become better yourself.
After graduation, I for our next meeting on ten thousand ways to prepare their own ten thousand opening, ten thousand kinds of reaction. But suppose you did not expect to see you far, my first reaction was to hide in the roadside, looking at you from the past, did not say a word may have. No words don't say we now have nothing to say.
All the past can only live in the memories of the quiet night repeated again and again but I never was throbbing. Our nostalgia, nostalgia, but miss the feeling. Many years later, when we think of those not perfect time, still heart fibrillation.
We all know that leaving is a doomed thing. Leaves are actually put up a pageantry test, really leave without saying goodbye, never pull voice shouting to go, is the last of his fell to pieces of glass, a piece of a bulkhead bent down to pick up. But really want to leave, just pick a sunny afternoon, wrapped in a piece of most often wear coats, out of the door, and never came back.
Basketball courts, track, desks, blackboards, banners, mutual dislike of old classmates, and always do not finish the homework, the exclusive symbol, the memory of those years. Don't think every day in bed we are looking forward to the class class last semester to leave us, occasionally lonely sigh we are sad.
Fortunately, you also have people to accompany, have a new life, meet new scenery, living in a new city and sit in the subway to the bus through the huge crowds of people, the rise is sunny, light eyes, like the stars in general. So, that day as the most bright meteor across the sky, although only a short moment, also can let you make a wish.
The next day, we will encounter a lot of things let us be caught off guard, will be unable to solve the difficulties encountered, we will have to make out of people, maybe only you a person, maybe you will feel the pain, and even despair. And all these in later days appeared one by one.
Tell yourself is not a child, to learn to be brave, Ill go to see the doctor, Tianleng clothes, fell on the climb up. Choose your own way, kneeling also to go out, isn't it? Maybe all the way through the clutter and may stumble, also want to shout, life is like the Ocean, only the strong willed can reach the other shore.
I hope we have gone through the vicissitudes of life, the return is still young!