Once upon time, l put my heart in front of you, but you refused to take it. yes, l see now, you never said 'you love me' the three words iniciatively. my intuition is right, you didn't have the love for me like l held to you, so you felt scared.
l thought about all those beautiful things of love, you thought all those horrible things of reality, this is our difference.
you said when you didn't reply me, l would be sad. well,l just felt a little disappointed sometimes when you are absent, because people in love they are eager to see each other, to know what is happening to the other one... and in my eyes, that's just the most normal thing which happen in an relationship. But you didn't feel that way.
Maybe for you, you just regarded me as a provisional comfort online. when you want to talk with me, you just show up, when you don't,l'm just like the air which doesn't exist in your real life.
But l treated you as my real lover, wantedto do all the things which lovers do, so my love is different from yours. Anyhow l didn't know you are the wrong person before, but l see it now, thank you for telling me the truth, and l will be good without you.
Early time, l wondered to know what's your feeling after l left you, would you feel relief or painful or even a little sad？ but that doesn't matter to me now, how do you feel, is not related to me anymore.
my one week, seven days love, actually two days love.
l might be crazy as you might think.
what l learned from this is that nerver be serious to people who don't, don't grow your heart in a wrong place; never put your full heart to people. because they will sacry and run away when they see the true nature of human being. sometime they may not want to see it at all!
Also what l know for sure is that life needs experience to fulfill, everyone needs a try, and that's what the interesting part of life. So nothing is a big deal, don't be afraid of and take it easily, just try to learn something new from what you are going through now.
we should know: A strong will is built on many pieces of a broken heart.
Be grateful to things or people who make you learned something, because that is what makes you a better you and teachs you how to become a better you.
so thank you, little one.
2018.5.10-2018.5.17
(May 10 15:26 to May 17 22:38)
悲伤的桥段就不发图了，只想纪念美好的东西。再见，我的小姐姐。我们从开始到结束刚好一周，七天。前三天，我们互相关注交流，中间两天我们交换情感，最后两天我很煎熬，不知道你怎么样。
现在我好了，希望我们都好。
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