在世并无一人 能一路相伴你一生
所以亲爱的
请好好珍惜自己,多爱自己一点。
没有人可以取代爱你自己的位置除了你自己!
No one on the earth could always company you all along your whole life. Therefore dear, please cherish yourself and love yourself a little bit more. No one could take the place of loving yourself, except you!
奶奶生病,儿女不在身边
在爸爸几番电话的要求下,不得已放下手中的事情,回老家去照顾奶奶。
Grandmother was sick without any families standing by her side .
Under several times requests of father, I had to put my stuffs aside to care for grandmother.
这段时间每天都带着奶奶去镇上的医院里,住院部大多数是老人小孩,虽然看到他们很多有老伴看护看瓶觉得好温馨温暖,但是毕竟能在医院里总不是件好事。
During this period of time, everyday I took grandmother to the hospital of the town where most patients were children and elders. And most of the old were companied by dear spouse which was fulled with the atmosphere of warm an love. However, there usually was no such good things in hospital.
心里一阵酸
A sense of sorrow lingers in my heart
爷爷前年11月份因病去世
就在过年的前几天,本该团聚喜庆的日子。
在后来很长很长的一段时间里
看到是奶奶的执念和对爷爷的爱。
Grandfather died of disease last November -the day just several days before the New Year which supposed to be a festive, reunited and hilarious date.
After rather long time, what I have witnessed is the tremendous deep and sincere love of grandmother toward her beloved soul mate.
很奇葩的一对。
How strange couple they were!
爷爷在的时候,两口子每天吵得不可开交
他嫌弃她的啰嗦,她抱怨他的懒惰。
Before grandpa passing away, they had uncounted quarrels in every single day
he dislikes her verboseness,
while she complaining his laziness.
而后她怀念他的各种好
为她奔走买胰岛素
为她深夜盖被子
陪她通宵夜谈
为她....
千千万万遍
After that, she cherishes the very memory of his kindness and tenderness
buying insulin for her
covering quilt for her
chatting with her
for her and for her
thousands of times
儿女子孙都不在身边常相伴
奶奶此后一人
日子难熬,总不忍要哭泣
在家里,
爷爷的坟头,
在儿女电话通线的另一头。
Without the company of children and grandchildren,
she lives alone after that day and the coming days.
It's rather hard to wear down the rest of the time,
and it's often the case,
she can't help weeping
at home;
before the grave mound;
on the other side of the son's calls.
心里的忧伤啊
无处排解
眼前的两串泪珠啊
不忍涌出
破碎的那颗心啊
无法修好
There is no way to give vent to her sorrow,grief and longing.
There is no way to stop the two strings of sparking pearls hanging on her face whole day.
There is no way to mend her broken heart!
难熬的时光持续很长的一段时间
不知道奶奶是如何熬过来。
我在想,如果是我
恐怕会比她更脆弱,更心伤吧!
The tough day lasts for a long period of time.
I have no idea how she went through it
I always think about that
If it is me who suffers those difficulties, maybe there would be impossible for me to make it with such broken heart.
而后
奶奶正式开始单身的生活
一如既往地去菜田种菜
一如既往地喂兔喂鸡
一如既往地煮饭吃饭
Then she began her single life
plants vegetables as usually;
feeds poultry as usually;
cooks and eats as usually.
但,
只是一个人
只有她一个而已
However
Only one lefted,
she -the solitary one
在世并无一人
能相伴你一生
所以亲爱的
请好好珍惜自己,多爱自己一点。
没有人可以取代爱你自己的位置
除了你自己!
No one on the earth could always company you all along your whole life.Therefore,dear, cherish yourself and love yourself a little bit more. No one could take the place of loving yourself, except you!
一个人,也请你好好爱自己!!
Even only you are lefted in this world,
Please cherish and love yourself.