“ 青春透明如醇酒,可饮,可尽,可别离”,每次读到席慕容的这句诗,都感眼睛微微有些湿润,像读到一种对青春远远的回望。
大学毕业的时候,第一次喝酒喝到借酒撒泼,酒不醉人人自醉,坐在饭桌前又是哭又是笑,嘴里不停地重复着“我不想和你们分开,我不想毕业”,妆哭花了,对着镜子前的自己傻笑说“你好丑哦,像个巫婆”,总觉得大学时光是生命中最美好的时光,不像小学的幼稚,初中的懵懂,高中沉重的学业,工作后的繁琐,大学,刚刚好,适合一种前程远大的期望,适合一场奋不顾身的爱情,适合把生命浪费在美好的事物上。
“I've been living with a shadow overhead”,如果说高考失利就像一片相随相伴的阴云,那么在那个走向春天的下午,一切雨过天晴。去邀三五好友邂逅一场落英缤纷,花一整天的时间用相机记录每一朵花的姿态。樱花的花期很短,但有时仍想做一棵像它那样肆意绽放的树,远远的,飘落每一片花瓣,有着不必为谁停伫的潇洒,更会用生命的力量开好每一朵花。
“I've been looking for someone to shed some light”,那应该是一个能让人闪闪发亮的季节,努力让人闪闪发亮,知识让人闪闪发亮。我们一起手拉手,肩并肩,去各大校园听讲座,记得那是位师大的老校长,浑身散发着一种老顽童似的可爱与自信,学者身上总是自带光芒,光芒万丈,“大学最重要的功能是仰望天空”“哈佛是忧郁的的大学,因为它总是觉得自己存在好多问题,而当一个大学只在表彰自己出了多少中央官员就成了大学的忧郁。”
“I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,Just in case I ever need them again someday”,长大以后,第一次有人问我,“你的梦想是什么?”是的,我们走得太远,以至于忘了为什么而出发,学新闻的孩子们心中应该有一个梦想,曾经那个梦想叫“为天地立心,为生民立命,为往圣继绝学,为万世开太平”,曾经那个梦想叫李普曼,曾经那个梦想,想想都觉得让人觉得浑身战栗。已经不再尝试回答,梦想是什么了,多少人把梦想活成了考卷上的题目么,假大空,我们都小心翼翼的收藏起自己的梦想,以防有一天需要。是的,从来没有人嘲笑你的梦想,只有人嘲笑你的实力。
“All I wanna do is find a way back into love,I can't make it through without a way back into love”,这首歌的名字叫“ Way Back Into Love”,是电影《 Music and Lyrics 》的主题曲,男女主角的相遇让彼此的才华都得到了释放,电光火石,共同谱写了这首歌。记得王小波把给李银河的情书写在了五线谱上,并说“但愿我和你是一首唱不完的歌”,爱情最好的状态应该是让彼此成为更好的自己。电影里最美的一刻是男女主角合唱歌曲时波光流转的柔情蜜意,现实里最美的一刻是,李银河把王小波称作“浪漫骑士、行吟诗人、自由思想者”。爱情的调调里,能找到靠谱的人,琴瑟和鸣当然是最好,偶尔遇见不着调的人,也不必着急,“You know that I'll be there for you in the end”,做最好的自己,你总会等到对的人。
“青春透明如醇酒,可饮,可尽,可别离,但终我俩多少物换星移的韶华,却总不能将它忘记”。
Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end