I have been in this place for about three years. This experience changed me a lot, or I changed a lot. I had my sense of value that I am a good person, the people who can be my friend have to be good person too.
Now, I know I was wrong. There is no good person. It is totally wrong to judge people by good or bad. The world is totally different from before. Now I can get along with liars, unfaithful men, the girl who has many boyfriends at the same time. I can forgive the people who bite the hand that feeds one and someone always sew discord... Maybe this is what the world like.
Nevertheless, all of these things made me feel sick.
So, I wish I can make a change. I will try my best to get out of these things by reading or traveling or writing. This is why I start this 'blog'. I think I am strong enough to deal with it.
what is life? It is a short and meaningless journey. What we can do is keep ourselves and the people we love happy.
