凌晨一点的感受：I need some chicken soup. Though I do not want to ask for it or even admit the fact that I need.

Actually u feel lonely, feel helpless, feel tired, but you are so crazy about your face. It's common to feel so. Tonight I listened to lots of songs by May Day. Just now I found that tonight is their concern night at shenzhen. One of friends who was  at the concern said, today is some day. Some day is today. And yesterday we talked about plan for future. I totally have no idea about my future. Disappointed, but that's true.

Please remember the lesson of last semester? Be happy and enjoy the process! Take care of yourself, do not stay up! This is your choice. Than just do it! Who cares how others behave! Be yourself! Do what you think you should do! Enjoy what you choose to do! Sunday: go and climb mountain. Read book for the homework. Meeting. Homework: raw and discourse analysis.

Other homework: translation, writing, and another Raw.

撑到坚强癌晚期。记得上学期教训：享受过程，别熬夜。反正自己做出的选择，好好做，不管别人在做什么，做好自己的事。不用迷茫。期待明天的爬山。

睡醒后的一天：So excited this morning!

I knew it would be a wonderful experience. Actually I thought we was going to drink tea with the freshmen around the temple on the mountain. So I only prepared the umbrella. But it turned out that the freshmen didn't come. One of the friends adviced us to go to the muntain from the natural way (instead of the ladders). It reminds me of my mother. This would be the last thing my mom allows me to do. When I was in senior high school, there was an acident in which a student fell into between two big stones and was finnaly ...I don't remember. So not just my mom. I myself thought that was too dangerous for me. At that time I was even afraid to look down from the mountain ( actually a hill). My friend should hold my hand when we were on the top of the mountain. And when I was a child, my friends and I played on the top of a little house on the ninth floor. I climbed with them through the rough stairs because I wanted to play the games with them. However, after the games and everyone else had already climbed down from the top, I was left along on it, too scared to climb down. I guessed I cried. Later on maybe they went to ask my dad to save me. My dad went up to pick up me and climbed down withthe little me. He is the superman for me. For example, I would feel unsafe when sitting on other's bike except  my dad's.

Today at first though I was kind of worried about whether I could make it, I am always interested in taking adventures. So I went with them. They three all have once climb the mountain through the rock road. They took good care of me. I sometimes sank in  hesitatiion for I was not sure whether it was safe to jump (actually it still makes me feel fearsome when the situation came to my mind). But later one of them started to tell me the skills about how to jump safely. And also some other professional climber we met on the way showed me right way to climb or jump on the rocks. With the skills, such as lean my body to the side with support and put the whole palm on the rock to keep stable, I later got used to walk and jump on the rocks. And I found that I woould try not to rely on them only if I could do it myself with the support of the rocks. But I have to admit that some guys are really strong, much stronger than girls. I have never thought that a guy, who is rather thinner than me, would pull my whole body up with only one hand to get on the rock (sorry that my legs are too short to climb on the hugh rock without any slope). It feels really good when I manage to do the things that I have never thought about.

Before we went back STU, we drank tea around the temple. Many people were taking break there. I felt totally relaxed and peaceful when listening to the religious music and drinking tea. We had the common topic to talk about. About history, literature, architeture and about our runing club. It was absolutely a perfect morning. Exciting and relaxing.

I strongly suggest that we should have a climbing club in STU putting aside the safety. But if we think too much, worry too much about the safety, we would not take adventures. Of course, a well-considered plan is still necessary for the adventure. For instance, since we didn't plan for it, we didn't have the gloves to protect our hands.

And the thing worried me last night, the meeting this afternoon, was finnally done. The freshmen might be busy, but still reliable to work with hopefully. After the meeting, it came the evening. Now I am gonna pick up my books to finnish the homework of tomorrow.

今天早上特别刺激，本来只打算走阶梯上山去和青羚小鲜肉喝茶。结果小鲜肉不来，剩下我和三个青羚老鬼。最后决定去跳石。想起高一我一到山顶还需要人牵着，有点怕怕。但是信任三个师兄，而且我试走山路，很好玩，就跟去了。一开始会犹豫，不敢跳。后来师兄说重心要倾向有石头依靠的方向；斜度大于45度的都可以直接走，不用爬；可以像跑步一样跳石等等，还有遇到蓝天救援的大叔告诉我，脚掌抓地的方法，还有整个手掌抓紧石头着力等方法，后来我有些经验了，就敢果断地跳石了，很有成就感hhh。只要可以抓石头，我就拒绝麻烦他人，而且当他们不看我时，我会鼓起勇气尝试自己跨过。但是他们一提醒我小心时，我反而有些恐惧而迟疑了。跳石是跟内心的恐惧做斗争。

后山是个很棒特别棒的放松的地方，跳完石抵达金刚岩，我们就下山去铁林寺喝茶。一路上有佛教音乐和观音石雕，那种感觉让人很宁和。而且跟三个朋友有共同话题聊，这次徒步简直就是身体和心灵的一次洗礼。要不危险难保证，学校应该有个爬山俱乐部或跳石俱乐部。