A LETTER FROM MYSELF THREE MONTHS LATER
Hello, myself three months ago, it is APR 12 today, and I see the anxiety and frustration that had been eating up all of your time and energy for a long period, and I am glad you move on the way you do, knowing that there's something worth your effort months later.
I am now serving for a company in better management, with more adequate resources to satisfy customer's need, a more positively cooperative team to work with, a more promising environment for promotion and transaction with foreign customers. I know this is exactly what you are yearning for deep down the valley of busy days with nothing accomplished, right three months ago.
You want something more worthwhile to spend your time on, some condition with bright prospective to move on. And you are clear that where you are staying is not a place that could guarantee the thing you need. So it is not the home for you and a journey around the corner is doomed. You had left your first company three years ago, a place that makes you leisure all day with nothing to do, totally different from where you are now, where tasks keep piling up since you are doing things supposed to be handled by two more persons, trapped in things coming to your way which is not your business because people around are not taking their responsibility.
You had been hesitant and confused when you choose to leave the first company, the way you are now, making a decision to take step forward from where you stay now, to a leap into somewhere with a positive future. You are always slow and faltering when you make a decision, but when it is done, you are fine with it and the response action following will be more decisive than I have imagined. I am sure you could move on with a delight spirit leaving what's bothering you at the moment. This is how I feel now, coming out of everything keeping me overloaded, burdened and suffocated, the things I thought I won't get rid of three months earlier.
If you know that you are not going to sink with the broken ship with them, while you have your lifeboat away from the sinking wreck, will you keep frustrated and exhausted the way you are? Will you still keep living each day in a gloomy moody pace? Will you still allow things chaotic to get to you or let the comments negative blind you from the bright opportunity of self cultivation that you may manage through the hard period? I am sure that you will cherish the last three months with the currently damn situation which may be left behind soon and try to get the most out of it for further growth in the career that keeps unfolding ahead. You are not going to let things rod you of the bright and aspiring side of yourself, and you are still who you are the day you let go of this company and things bad about it. Survive in every environment far from ideal and keep everything good in you unfaded. And three months later, you will see what I see now and mark the dark path you take to get here as some sparkling medal you earn from a seemingly unfriendly experience, upon which you become who you are.
