Dear leona: Good day today.when i saw the letter you posed in the wechat that you said someone told you you are the one who always giving and positive in the relationship between your friends,and you feel tired,don't wanna do that again.I don't know why this feelig will bother you so much,i feel so sorry! At that night, before i went to bed ,i open the book behind me,sonme words moved me ,i wanna share with you. it said like this :"all the people are seeking a meaningfull life ,they need someone colorful their own life, putting their energy into arounding things,giving,pursuing,seeking,hunting,exploring,in the end ,they would find that,what really they need is a simple life,the life which is cosy and comfortable,cosy means a healthy body witnout any illness,comfortable means a satisfaction with you soul and physics,finding the freedom not the depending." dear, i feel not so good when you have a not so beautiful emotion,a strong feeling of embarasement will disturb me deeply,you are a girl as the sunflower,shinning and activety,so please care about you enmotion ,try to read more books,creating a space which belong to yourself,friends agree best at a distance.
Yours crystal
Dec.27th.2017