Finally I talked with you about the Pllan for Scholarship. You looked calm. In fact I was afraid you would query me whether I still love you and why we should carry out the plan. You Just said it's not fresh, because I had tried before for you.
Yes. I ever gave you red envelope as prizes for your continuous getting up early and morning reading. In the end I summed up the record of red envelopes. It said the longest period was two- week. The shortest one was five- day. There were five breaks during two months.
Do you know what it means? It means you yourself are the big enemy to stop yourself being better. You are able to do better but you have no determination.
You asked about some details about the plan. Then you said it's OKay except waking yourself up early. I know it's not easy for the persons like you who lack of sleep to wake up by yourself. But you have to make it.
Because it's the first step of self-discipline. If you don't want to control your time on your own, what can you do next? You give up to the feeling of comfortableness .You are not a person of strong will. Please tell me what people you want to be!
I'm afraid you haven't made up your mind to change yourself. It's unlucky I'm right. it's still hard for you to get up on time after an-hour nap.in the afternoon. And you ever blameD us not to wake up you（Infact after the ringing of alarm, I called you to get up once）
I also know you need sleep. But all Chinese students have shortage of sleep, and most of them study much longer than you, Can't you surely make it or you aren't willing to do it?
Think about it and answer it. Listen to your heart and ask yourself to answer “Whether or not you want to become better”.
There are some words for encouragement :
There are always ways for someone to make up his/her mind to realize wishes. But through the entire life of most people, they never have the chance to taste the sense of making their dreams come true. People pretend to have no money, have no time and have no desires. Without reckless determination, they really have nothing at all in the end.
