suffering from complete loss of mental energy.
Things if happen will make me really happy:
1. lose 10 lbs: keep running 6k each day.
2. paint a lot: treat painting as meditation. paint a little while everyday after morning run and breakfast.
3. go surfing to santa cruz or half moon bay: get surfboard on monday and go surfing tuesday morning.
4. improve spainish
i think i'm falling out of love.
find ways to rest well
