“Don`t worry about where you started. Don`t worry about what you already have. Remember it`s the decision that you make. It`s going down that road. It`s the decision to get started. It`s the decision to face possible failure. It`s the decision to get up once you have failed and it`s the decision of what to learn when you fail. That at the end of the day, you have going to go as far as you are willing to fight for, you will go that for, you will set a new goal. You will define for people what is possible to become that beacon of hope. You become that thing that other people look to as the standard." ——摘自一段视频
想起了考研的那些日子。一个人早早地起床,一个人跑到小操场,迎着太阳,一圈一圈的刷着操场。上午与逻辑学抗争着,下午与英语纠缠着。傍晚背对着夕阳,在屋顶上看着小树林,一下一下地跳绳。晚上洗过澡再回到自习室与数学斗争。日复一日,从未退却。
在困顿疲惫时咬牙坚持,在心里默念着:你值得更好!你值得更好!
那个时候,无所畏惧。
心里的小火苗一直给你光和热,融化了秋日的霜降,冬日的雪落。
可当一切破灭之后,害怕,无助,压力,哭泣。大抵是二十岁之前太过顺利,以至于在挫折面前溃不成军。甚至到了今日,成为了不可触碰的地方。
但也正如视频上所说,不击败现状,你永远不可能成为那个你想成为的人。
是时候收拾自己的旅程了。
2017年,兵荒马乱。
快到年底了,你该去什么地方,也该走了。