Where do we go from here

        This isn’t where we intended to be

      The lyrics are from the song [ you must love me ] , known to all who has seen the movie <Evita>  directed by Alan Parker which till now i hevent seen. The first time i heard the song is about two years ago when i was ambitous about the future but distracted about my affection. That was a very disappointing time in my life , when i thought i found something but ultimately it turned to be an unreachable dream .

    The Chinese are always believing in the fate, and all my family are the adovocators of philosophy of Half-and-Half. When i was a little child, i was taught that i had no need to be the top  of which i think is because my parents are not very ambitious -- i never tell a lie about how i think a person for i respect all kinds of personalities even though it seems not so good like recreance, because that is the real you -- i never refuse a real person. Maybe sometimes the  unexperimenced acts clumsily but who will not say it is not a kind of cuteness or， the simplicity?

    I am Libra who likes a position of leadership in a realitionship. So i often reason with others regardless who thay are. I am original and all you read in this page is my own notions. I am not intending to teach you anything -- the reason for my writing is just that i want to do it. Here i hope you are not an ignorant atheist -- i have been holding a faith that a man without a faith in any religion is without fear to anything who might have more possibilities to be an evildoer. The religions , especially the three great religions-- Christianity , Islam and Buddhism are indoctrinating people to be mind, calm, respect and love others and never be an evildoer. So i have been always confused -- why do many people, who are not communists and  most of them neither have any faith in any religions -- ridicule those who are believers of Buddhism or Christianity. It seems that making fun of them will show theirs sincerity to science. Isnt it rediculous?

    All  incidents above occur mainly in China and these ignorant men are always making excuse of that our Party forbbids us to believe in any religion which is just a joke because our Constitution provides us freedom of religious belief (the 36th clause in PRC constitution ) . And it is only the communists that the political party constitution doctrinates believe in communism. So the county and the party are merely the excuses  which are used to conceal their follies. Understanding how to live is important, but knowing how to live like a human is much more indispensable in morden sociaty.

                                                              Jia  Ziyan

                                                              Xi'an City