Dear Chistineyanzi,
I knew you were very frustrated when you heard that you didn’t have the qualification to attend the Test for Teachers Authorization.I also know what it does really mean to you.To be an English teacher is your dream,but now it seemed that the dream has been broken.Desperate as you are,I still want to say something to you.
Life is not always as good as it should to be.You have complained too much to me since you graduated form university. Because of losing a lot of chances to get better positions,feeling frustrated by comparing with other classmates,and so on,those shadows almost kill your light.You are no longer a happy girl,instead,you are even getting a little mental depression.I don’t know how to comfort you but let it go.Because I believe time will be the best medicine to help you get over the difficult time.
Don’t look down upon yourself.The higher as you climb,the more painful you will feel when you fall down.Those achievements you had got would kill you some day.Due to those words ,you can’t accept the failures,which lead you to an endless hole.You can’t think like that , those achievements is not a mirror for you to blame for yourself,on the contrary,it means that you have the ability to get success.You are the only god to save yourself.It’s up to you.You need to believe in yourself.
All roads lead to Rome,as long as you have your dream and keep pursuing it .On the road,try as much as you can to enjoy the process.No one can say you are a loser.Now ,look at yourself.You had achieved your dream ,don’t you think so,you have already been a junior high school English teacher for almost one year ,though your are not in a formal school,you don’t major in English.You are still standing in front of the blackboard and teaching the knowledge,hardworking but satisfied.It’s enough.You are still fulfilling your duty to be a teacher.You are successful in a way.
Just like a line in the movie《Forrest Gump》：“Life was like a box of chocolate,you never know what you’re gonna get.”Nobody can predict what our life will be like,so why are you always worried about it to add the meaningless trouble.“Let it go ,let it go,can’t hold it back anymore!”Just go ahead ,to enjoy your life,to treat people around you kind.After all ,citing the last sentence in the《Gone with the wind》“Tomorrow is another day!”,go to bed and have a sound sleep to face the future,to chase your dream!
Sincerely yours,
Christineyanzi
April 30th 2016
