Dear Mr.John
Did you have ever enjoyed your life ?
Did you have done something that you really want to do ?
Did you do something crazy ?
Did you feel you are still alive?
Did you want to chase that kind a life that you are not lonely any more?
Did you really have the rights of a human ,the right of free,the right of choosing your life?
NO.
You are stuck by yourself.
Go and Get it.