Amid the season of early college admission decisions for seniors in high school, I would like to spend a few moments to reminiscent my college admission journey. Exactly one year ago today, I was waiting anxiously and eagerly for my UPenn admission result. Although I mentally prepared myself that the odds of me getting in is as slim as me winning a lottery, part of me still lingered hope - hoping that maybe, just maybe, I will be that lucky person. The day of result finally came, the anticipation has arrived. Before I checked the decision, I took a selfie with my UPenn hoodie, thinking that it will be my last time being able to wear it. And I was right. The hoodie is now in the trash.
This was my first biggest rejection I have ever received, in my entire life. Learning to cope with rejection was difficult, but eventually I accepted that it was part of God’s plan. And fast forward, everything does happen for God’s reason.
As I am writing this blog exactly one year later, I am still anxious, but this time, for different reasons. I am nervous about taking exams at the number 1 public university in the World. Wait What? Coming to Berkeley has impacted me in ways that I never have thought of. My first semester has challenged me academically, socially, and spiritually. But in this journey, I have met so many inspiring friends who have shaped me into who I am today. I cherished every single day at Berkeley and never regretted or questioned my decision.
If I hadn’t been rejected from UPenn, would I still be this content with my life?
Right before I took my calculus final, I told my friend “We will do our best, and God will do the rest.” And He replied, “that was my mentality throughout the college admission journey.” Everything happens for God’s reason.
