你想你的葬礼上你的朋友和你的亲戚、朋友和你的父母对你说什么？
I don't have friends .I am work alone outside like many other people. I don't need any sympathy either。How many times do you have kill yourself inyour mind? Actually I don't know yours，but I know mine.Utill now，maybe that think appear more ten times in my mind ，and it won't stop.If one day ,it can be ture in my life , I can't image how that screen can be.If I dead before my parents in the future，how they angry and sad I think. In our social cognition，If you look very normal but you still kill yourself，people only think you might be think too much than others。They will think you just too impulse to take your own life。On my opinion ， it might be right or not。Something sick on you is no one can understand，when you dead no other persons feel sadness only our parents ，maybe even your parents haven't any feeling，what would you think？More depression？or realease？I think you will be excited that your parents and who familiar with you very much regret they had done to you。Yeah，for me，I would be very happy for this.
我想在我的葬礼上只有我妈我爸最痛心的哭泣，其他人都不会如此哭泣。我爸我妈会伤心到话都说不出来，还想他们会说什么。
So keep alive，even you don't have any ambitions.You have to see it we all the same and we all feel pain sometimes. I promise you ,I will do my best to keep alive no matter how difficult trap I'm in.
I don't won't anyone think on me I'm sick.
电影《超脱》
I realized something today.
I'm not person ，you shouldn't be here 。
I am not here .
You may see me。
But I am hollow.
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